Simply......

Sunday, September 28, 2003

 

Ever wonder what or where u gotta be in 10 yrs time.. Damn I reall wonder how i gotta survive in this harsh world.. Been out in the working world for almost 2 yrs now.. Still, my skill levels dont seem to improved.. or has it ... Regardless of which, i dont think i am seeing it as a big improvement.. No doubt i picked up a new programming lang.. but in the course of doing tat, i have forgotten some others.. Short term memory perhaps.. Getting old.. Definitely... Things r looking bleak now ... Got a project to rush .. but no drive to rush it ... Here i am in the middle of the nite near to 3 AM .. writing blog.. idling... Waiting for a fren to come online.. Perhaps i start my work now.. but no.... I picking the idling mode.. wat's going on.... I dont know myself.. Appears that when things dont look good.. i always tend to hide away .. in my own world.. Havent been seeing anyone that i known for at least 2 mth already other than colleagues... Hmm, work , home , work again .. Life's getting routine.. Life's getting boring.. I need to break free.... Need to get back to work ... Quit slacking.. Demo finally over... More requirements... More work... Deadline pressing .. Even through boss never say much .. but i can sense tat tis means alot... My best aint good enough ... Haiz... More rambling ... Guess i should stop for now ... Get back to sleep and start working first thing tomo ...

Patrick 2:32:00 AM

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